Hello, I am worthless. I feel so desperate to die, even though I have had such strong feelings AGAINST SUICIDE. So why has it become this painful? I need something to stop me. Perhaps joining here will stop me.. I have nobody. Whine whine, I am so annoying v__v Oh also they want me to take their pills. I don't like pills, it's going to cover the problem not fix it. I don't want their pills. But I do want their pills. Ugh I don't even know anymore.