It has been such a hard 6 months well life really. Somebody hurt me in July, then I lost my job in October, and then when I thought that things couldn't get worst I got kicked out of college. I have been getting worst and worst my therapist said that we will discuss our options for when my kids go away to visit their father because she knows that I won't do anything while they are here. I feel like my life is falling apart and I can't pull it together. I am a little nervous about what her options are going to be. I probably shouldn't have said anything to her. I don't know anymore I am just tired of being around. I hope I did this right and didn't break any rules sorry if I did.