Hi I'm Katie, I lost my husband through suicide six weeks ago and I'm struggling to keep going for my children. Every day is so hard, I feel completely lost and don't know how to pick up the pieces of my life. Everywhere I look I see and remember him, but he's gone and wont ever come back! Its unbearable and if wasn't for the kids I'd be going to join him. Life is so empty and I cannot see a future for me at all!