I joined this forum because I've been having suicidal thoughts. I don't have many troubles in life but I've found myself feeling worthless, useless and ugly even though I know that I'm not and even when I'm surrounded by friends. I realize that I'm blessed in life and shouldn't be feeling the way that I do, but that only makes it worse. I also joined this forum to maybe help others. I'll do what I can. In regards to my name, I play piano, guitar and ukelele and I sing. I'm not super good at singing though, just better than average. So hey!