Hi. I feel weird about this, but why not give it a try, right? I feel so desperate and alone. I feel so much emptiness and pain>> How is that even possible, emptiness with pain? But I do. Unrelenting sadness that hasn't let up in almost a month straight. I feel terribly depressed, and think about dying a lot. I feel like a hollow pit, a shell of a person. Too many weird things, disorders, that I don't even know where to begin. Obsessed perhaps. I don't know. I'm lost most of the time. I cry everday. I ache with an overwhelming sadness that haunts me most of the time. I've been dealing with these things for as long as I can remember, with happier times here and there...but this time around has been such a long, debilitating stretch. Anyway, this is me right now... I am a female btw, 37 years old. TY!