Like I said I'm not new, but I'm using a new name. LOL I forgot my password and tried to reset it, but it was just eaiser to make a new name. Any-who, my name used to be ASDMommy. I came here to begin with probably for what we all come here for. My life had exceded my coping skills. I am here to hopefully give some hope to anyone out there thinking life isn't worth it. I know how you're feeling, our reasons for feeling this way may be different, but the feeling that life isn't worth it is the same. I'm living proof that if you ask for help, and accept that you are powerless against this disease without help, you can recover and be happy again. Good luck to all who pass through these forums.