Hello. Female , age 15. I will not unveil my name due to paranoia. Which Is one of my 11(counted) and affirmed, mental and physical disorders. I am staying home for the rest of the year because of my severe anemia & disorders , of coarse. I am here to give help through words. I completely understand your reasoning for harming yourselves, for I've been suicidal for 5 years and I've attempted suicide 3 times, with three different methods.