I'm really struggling with life. I've been diagnosed with depressing, anxiety for many years. Somedays are tolarable but this time of year is always hard. I'm married for 28 years, have two adult children who still live at home(which I want out very badly), and both have had drug problems in the past. The youngest one has only been out of jail for 4 months. Neither kid has a job, so needless to say, were supporting them. I'm paying my daughters restitution fee and drug classes. The Christmas money my husband and I were saving was stolen so we probably won't have Christmas this year. 'Guess I'm kind of getting off the mark here, this is suppose to be the Welcome forum Huh!!??