Another one here-is it something about the New Year? I'll fill it in later, not being a stranger to vbulletin forums. Anyone else have a motorbike? :wink:. Thank you to someone who does from VD. I've yet to have a good poke around, simply needed to start ball rolling somehow. I've been to this place before sometime ago, & I'm wondering if it ever really leaves you? There's a Neitzsche quote that I'm sure you all know about one staring into the abyss, & the abyss staring into you. And I have a horrible feeling that the fellow is right on the money. Anyhow, I'm feeling less teary now. Funny teary this time-like the one's you get at the beginnings of therapy. Relief, coming home, change, possibility. Oh here we go again. Do we do a 'my story' bit anywhere? Kind of feel a need to do this. Thank you. Everyone.