Hi. I'm an 18 year old male from Northern Ireland, currently studying psychology at University of Liverpool, and I've wanted to end my life since I was a kid. I'm joining this forum because I want to find people that I can relate to, someone that has thought about it every single day since they could remember. I don't really know how to introduce myself properly, so I'm going to paste this letter I tried to wrote. I pretended as if I was writing to a lot of other people, but in truth, I guess I was writing this for myself. It probably doesn't make much sense, but whatever. Just as a forewarning, there is some inappropriate language, and I'm sorry if that offends you. None the less, thank you for taking the time to read. And that's all I have to say right now.