Hey all of you reading this, I hope if you are reading you might be kind enough to write back. I have been a member for a while now however I have only just come back since early 2009. I have been having a few problems in my life and I seem to have lost my way. I have no job and haven't done anything since leaving college last june I need to get my life back on track. However I don't have the confidence to sort myself out, I feel this is mainly due to the loss of a special notebook to me. It might sound stupid to some but this notebook used to be my life. I know it is somewhere among my stuff but when I look I can't seem to find it. This notebook contains my songs well song lyrics. Since I lost it I haven't been able to write I have lost my inspiration. My problem though is if I find this book and carry on writing that my lyrics will only ever be the scribblings of a teenage girl. I wish to sing my songs and become a famous singer/song writer. Although I have been told my voice isn't good, but even if that is true I still want my words out there. So please tell me do I follow my dream and try to get my words out there? If you think I should then could you also tell me how. I mean how do I get my lyrics to be sung by someone who feels the emotions of each word and how can I do this but still make sure that no one else can you my words without my permission. Your help would be great if you can help me. Yours Greatfully Tears_of_blood Ps. If I manage to find my notepad then I might post my lyrics in the poets corner if you are interested in reading them.