Hello. I'm 16, and have major depression. I'm currently taking citalopram hydrobromide, and have been on fluoxetine which made everything so much worse. Im due to start counseling on Wednesday, and I'm terrified.
I found this page while googling self harm, at which point I was quite distressed. I've been contemplating suicide all week, and know how I'd do it. I have the resources... I'm also struggling with self harming urges, and don't know how much longer...
My back story? Well... I've been bullied since I was five. I've lost two grandparents and a dog to cancer. My aunts going the same way in roundabout six months. Last year I was sexually abused. I'm still getting bullied. My depression is so bad that suicide is always at the back of my mind.
I'm fed up with life, and want to give up. I have no friends anymore, and well.. Dont see the point in living anymore. I've lost the will to live. I keep reaching and reaching, giving and giving. I've talked numerous people out of suicide, but right now, that's all I want to do...
Does anybody care anymore? :'(
I found this page while googling self harm, at which point I was quite distressed. I've been contemplating suicide all week, and know how I'd do it. I have the resources... I'm also struggling with self harming urges, and don't know how much longer...
My back story? Well... I've been bullied since I was five. I've lost two grandparents and a dog to cancer. My aunts going the same way in roundabout six months. Last year I was sexually abused. I'm still getting bullied. My depression is so bad that suicide is always at the back of my mind.
I'm fed up with life, and want to give up. I have no friends anymore, and well.. Dont see the point in living anymore. I've lost the will to live. I keep reaching and reaching, giving and giving. I've talked numerous people out of suicide, but right now, that's all I want to do...
Does anybody care anymore? :'(