well here I am again... decision time. Is it really worth it anymore? Is any of it worth it? Nobody really needs me around anymore. I'm not even any good on here let alone in real life. What good am I to ANYBODY? I'm really just a worthless, pain in the ass, miserable excuse for something that used to resemble a human. I'm nothing now. Never will be anything. Truth is I really am already dead just need to make it official.