I'm not really sure if this is a good idea or a bad one, but I thought it was worth a shot. At any rate, hello, you can call me Zebra. I have been depressed and suicidal for many years, and since trying to talk to people I personally know about it never seems to work, I thought talking to strangers might be better. I'm not going to tell you too much here since I think that would be more worthwhile in another place on this forum. I don't expect to fit in here, as I don't fit in anywhere, but regardless, it's nice to meet any who view this thread.