I don't know where to start. I'm 29 and done many different things in my short life. Being a trucker has been the latest. I was working for a large refrigerated freight carrier out Salt Lake City, However they decided that because I have a history of mental illness I was no longer qualified to drive a truck. I'm gay and just got out of a 5 year relationship. I grew up the middle child and took the brunt of blame from my older sister when I took her "thunder" away. I've been depressed for many years, but never got diagnosed until August 2010. I was hospitalized for a nervous breakdown, and was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder, and Major Depressive Disorder. Since then I've been diagnosed with Bi-Polar 1 and borderline personality disorder. I'm looking to make friends with people that share the same problems, and to learn how to cope with my problems. I'm also a member of Psych Central, and was doing reserach on Suicide resources when I was given a link to this forum. Hope to be able to give back to the community as much or more of what the community has given me.