Hey. I'm Bitterwood. Ofc, that's not my real name, just something i adopted from a novel with a character i identified with. I'm not sure why i joined here, probably because i can only connect with people who are in as much pain as me anymore. I have social anxiety issues, low self esteem, and feelings of anxiety, stress, depression, suicidal thoughts almost 24/7. I figured at least i'd share my problems with someone who can relate since there's nobody in my real life who gets it. Thanks.