Hi, my name is Tanee and I'm new here. I'm a 23 year old Rapid Cycling Bi-Polar. I'm feeling very...lost lately. I'm hoping to find people to talk to who can understand what it feels like to not be in control of your own thoughts all the time. My fiance doesn't understand...every time I mention feeling bad, her first instinct is to call the in-patient center. While I have no problems with the in-patient center, I think it's fantastic for some people, when I'm admitted I more isolated and it makes me a little bit worse. She doesn't get it. Lately, she's just going with the "Well, I don't know what to do" stance when I tell her I'm feeling worse or the depression is flaring up again. She doesn't understand that I'm not asking her to fix me. Well, thanks for reading.