Hi- I am really glad I found this forum. Knowing that there s a chance to actually communicate with people on my feelings about doing a self-uninstall is pretty reassuring. My family and my life has me pretty much isolated from anyone but my wife and kids. Talking to and interacting with people helps. I want to say that suicide is not something I think of on an impulse. I don't think I am depressed, and I don't get impulses to end it right now. In fact, I struggle to constantly justify my daily decision to stay alive. Joining this forum is a part of this struggle. That's awesome because am quickly running out of excuses. Anyways, good to be here!