Hello.. I want to introduce myself saying I'm not english, so my writing could be not good. I'm 18 and I think I'm very strange. I wouldn't be here if I had committed suicide when I was 13. I feel very lonely sometimes, and the only thing I need is someone to talk with or someone who can make me feel that I'm not alone, that there are people who have problems like me.. I need someone who can understand me.. I hope to be welcome in this forum.. thank you.