Hi. I'm Mark. 50 year old male. I just wanted to introduce myself and ask about the best way to go about telling my story. Can I post on the suicidal forum? It would be a long and probably a little incoherent. I'm not sure what I am trying to accomplish with this as you'll see that I think different than a lot of people. I don't know if I'm looking for help, permission or just see something that I'm missing. I understand that this is peer to peer and pro life and I don't want to upset anybody with my views. I guess I am hoping that you see something in my story that you have come across and show me something I missed. This is a subject that can't really be told over a cup of coffee. It can from my end but you know what I mean.