Hi, I have been registered on this site for a long time but never had the guts to message before. I just feel that now I have reached my lowest ebb and I need help. I'm currently in an eating disorder unit in London and am struggling every day with strong suicidal thoughts. I have just tried to< edit mod total eclipse method> and am feeling highly desperate. Every thought is about self-harm and suicide. I am getting help here but it doesn't seem to work; nothing ever seems to work. This is my last resort and I hope the support of this community can slowly improve things.