Hello, My name is Kerry and I joined last month but not sure how to get the best out of the site. I have suffered from depression for years and if that wasn't bad enough, my partner of 18 years is in love with someone else and leaving me. I have been with him my whole adult life and can't imagine things without him. He is my whole world and I don't know what to do. I can't just "get on with it" as my depression is not helping what would be an awful time for even the happiest of people. I don't know what to do or how to cope, I'm in so much pain all the time. I am 37 and he is 50 and the new girlfriend is 25 - ridiculous right?! There is more going on and more that has happened than that but too difficult and long to write down. I just can't see any light anymore and haven't for a while.