Hi, I'm PinkiePie, and I have suicidal thoughts. I've been dealing with some depression type feelings for either a few years, or my whole life. Lately, I've been feeling bad. "Help!" by the Beatles is now one of my favorite songs. It's kind of my new motto, as I really want to get help now rather than going at it alone like I've been doing. I'm a college student, and dealing with the whole "Either I'll fail college, or I'll fail life afterwards," "I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life," etc.