I'm Kati 29 years old from Sweden and are suffering from burnout (means stressed out + depression). Right now I am not allowed to work and my doctor says "try to relax and have fun". Well if I know how to do that all would be fine, but nothing seems fun anymore. The last weeks I have been feeling really depressed and have had a lot of anxiety and even begun to think about suicide and hurting myself. Somewhere deep down I know that is now the solution, but I don't know if I can bare feeling this way anymore. I can't talk to my husband about this, and my therapist is on vacation until august. But I know I need to tell someone so I found this place, and thought I can vent all the feelings and thoughts here, you all seem to understand.