Hi, Psguy here. Not very good at this. At times, I just seemed overwhelmed. I don't know where to turn. The only thing that keeps me going is my job. I like it and enjoy the interaction. I don't have close friends, that is somewhat by choice. I just at times want to check out and for it to be over with. This emotional roller coaster is getting old and very tired. Just want a place to talk and to vent.