Hey there, well if I didn't think about killing myself already, signing up for this website would have done a really good job of pushing me into that direction. After painfully setting up a trash mail account (obviously when you are depressed every simple task seems insurmountable to you) to sign up I wanted to join the chat room because I felt, well you know, pretty fucking horrible and needed some advice asap. But noo, you have to download the java plugin first, and install that, and restart your browser and then it still won't work. Now I'm writing this post so anyone who has to read this pathetic rant can feel a tiny bit worse because, hey misery loves company. I thought about using the angry smiley icon for my post but that would go too far imo. I mean I'm still a human being. So this is my introduction I guess, a sad, lonely pathetically frustrated individual.