Hi everyone, I came to this forum because a month ago I tried to kill myself with an OD. My friend gave me CPR and revived me so here I am. I am a 31 year old woman who has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and panic disorder. I am no longer on any medication because I can't bring myself to go to a doctor again and since losing my job I can no longer afford it anyway. All I know is I don't want another 31 years of feeling this way. Thanks for listening.