hi, my name is Diovi and i'm 19 years old. i'm new in this forum and i dont know what to do. i dont know if i should be very open here or not. i tried to tell my closest friends about my problems but i couldn't. i keep seeing their judging eyes every time i tried to tell them. and i cant afford a shrink so i chose to use this forum so i can at least tell my problems without facing anyone. i really need some help. some people may think that my problems are not that big of a deal, but they are big deals for me and i cant stand it. i feel so alone, i have been hiding my problems for a long time and my head feels like its gonna explode.