Hello All. I am a nearly 40 year old male who just can't figure out this 'life' thing. I don't fit in. Have very few real friends. I am the king of self sabotage and am a drain on my wife and children. I see my worst traits in my kids and feel that I need to leave earth before I screw them up more than I already have. I can handle screwing up my own life, but screwing over others is not cool. So anyways, hi and all that.