Hello , I am new here and the truth is that I was very hesitant about joining SF because I am afraid of being rejected or ignored but I really needed to talk about the things I've gone through the past 7 months. I suffer from depression and anxiety . My mother has depression too and she emotionally abuses me . Her words really hurt my feelings. I cry every night and I cut myself .Most of my friends abandoned me and didn't even tell me why , right now I only have one friend but she doesn't care about me . when I tried to talk to her she simply told me to visit a psychiatrist and left . When that happened I felt that I was completely alone and tried to kill myself , but I failed (obviously ) . I am hopeless and constantly thinking that my family and all the people around me would be better off without me .
Please forgive me if I made any mistakes , I am not a native speaker
Please forgive me if I made any mistakes , I am not a native speaker