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Discussion in 'Welcome' started by BlackDove, Jan 9, 2016.

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  1. BlackDove

    BlackDove Active Member

    Hello , I am new here and the truth is that I was very hesitant about joining SF because I am afraid of being rejected or ignored but I really needed to talk about the things I've gone through the past 7 months. I suffer from depression and anxiety . My mother has depression too and she emotionally abuses me . Her words really hurt my feelings. I cry every night and I cut myself .Most of my friends abandoned me and didn't even tell me why , right now I only have one friend but she doesn't care about me . when I tried to talk to her she simply told me to visit a psychiatrist and left . When that happened I felt that I was completely alone and tried to kill myself , but I failed (obviously ) . I am hopeless and constantly thinking that my family and all the people around me would be better off without me .

    Please forgive me if I made any mistakes , I am not a native speaker
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi BlackDove and welcome to the forums,

    Your English is perfect,don't worry :) I am sorry you have had such a rough 7 months and continuing, I am glad you joined here because the folks here really do care, we're a friendly bunch and support each other through no matter what. I am sorry your friend treated you the way she did, maybe she just didn't know what to say? I hope you see a professional about these thoughts as professional help such as seeing a psychiatrist and therapist is what you need to deal with these dark thoughts. I welcome you with open arms and you are always welcome to private message me, again welcome to SF. I hope you find this community supportive and helpful! (hugs)

    ~petal
     
  3. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Writer, Musician, Fun Lover, Magic Maker

    Hi there and welcome to the forum. I am sorry you have had to go through so much, but you certaintly won't be rejected here. Your English is just fine, don't even worry about that :) Feel free to post and talk to us at any time.
     
  4. BlackDove

    BlackDove Active Member

    I can't thank you enough for your nice words , they really mean a lot to me. I'm glad I joined :)
     
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  5. Cicada 3301

    Cicada 3301 Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hey BlackDove, welcome to SF! You said you're not a native speaker, where are you from? Nice to have you here, hope to see you around the forums and in chat.
     
  6. BlackDove

    BlackDove Active Member

    Thank you for the welcome cicada 3301 :) I am from Greece . You ?
     
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  7. Cicada 3301

    Cicada 3301 Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    No problem! I need to come to Greece one day. Lot of history. I'm from UK, England more specifically. It's cold and miserable here today, how is it for you in Greece?
     
  8. BlackDove

    BlackDove Active Member

    I love England ! I actually want to move there when I grow up( I am 16 now ) . Here the weather is always hot and sunny , even in Christmas!
     
  9. Cicada 3301

    Cicada 3301 Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    That's cool! Anything here you are coming for, or just the wonderful British people? :p That must be nice haha, here is the opposite.
     
  10. BlackDove

    BlackDove Active Member

    I think that England is a very beautiful country and the people must be nice too :D to be honest I want to move mostly because of the economical crisis here . Things are getting worse and a lot of people I know have already moved or are considering to do so .
     
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  11. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi Blackdove, you are young and please remember that the ones who understand you are the ones who suffer like you everyday. We really care about you as you can see from the posts of other members. Keep talking to us and we will reply to keep you positive.

    You are ambitious and you emigrate to the country in the near future, if you believe in yourself. I am not trying to upset but really trying make sure you understand we really care for YOU. Please keep posting here as it does help you.
     
  12. BlackDove

    BlackDove Active Member

    Thank you very much for your response Unknown_11 . I see that you guys really care and support each other and it's amazing . I am trying hard to be positive and think about the future. I will surely keep posting here , I'm glad to be around people who understand me.
     
  13. NYJmpMaster

    NYJmpMaster Have a question? Message Me Staff Member Forum Owner ADMIN

    I am glad you found your way here and do hope you continue to post and interact. Life is much easier when you do not feel so alone.
     
  14. BlackDove

    BlackDove Active Member

    Thank you very much NYJmpMaster :)
     
  15. Professor Lambda

    Professor Lambda Active Member

    You are a fine person. This may seem overly used, though trust me, from the very way you type out your message, I can tell.

    A shame to see someone go through so much. I will not tell you to stay positive (though there is nothing wrong with saying that), as I realize how difficult that is.

    Live.

    - Lambda
     
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  16. BlackDove

    BlackDove Active Member

    Thank you Proffesor Lambda for your encouraging words , you are very kind :) sorry for taking me so long to reply
     
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  17. Professor Lambda

    Professor Lambda Active Member

    You are always welcome.
     
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