Hello :(

[Razz]

Well hi guys , I am Razz and i am 15 years old and i am a very very shy guy and thats why I am not very interesting and i try my best to keep people happy but i am just not appealing to others.

I am not here to attract attention and fame i am just here to keep people happy and thats just what i do. I currently study in school and i don't get that much respect in school BUT after i end my school i will feel the freedom .

About my life: Well i am not gonna whine much about my life or else i will look like a teenager who hates everything , i will just tell my major events in life that i remember .I live in India and at 2 years old i almost died by a disease but later i was saved by a doctor.My mother almost cry a river out of her eyes that time.At 6 years old i was thrown by a student from 1 st floor that resulted in broken teeth and i had only 2 teeth left , from that time people called me rabbit.Later doctor gave me teeth by injecting a injection on my bum. At 7 year old my teacher locked me in a classroom alone because i was not writing in exam.At 10 year old i gone to new school and i was teased by my ugly rabbit looks. At 12 years old my doctor rearranged my teeth by injecting 4 injection right in my bloody mouth and i cried in pain.At 14 years old i was caught watching porn by my brother and attempted my first suicide but failed.At 15 years old here i am in SF telling my shitty teethy story.

 

[Petal]

Hi there Razz, I'd just like to welcome you to SF even though we have already met. I am so so sorry for what you have been through, you did not deserve that. Kids can be very cruel. I know you are worried about your maths exam, what do you think will be the outcome of you fail it, what is the worst thing that will happen, do you have people in your life that have really high expectations of you? Know you are never alone here. No one will bully you here that is for sure and we will not judge you either so please feel safe talking to us (hugs)

 

[Razz]

I would have probably died at 2 years old but i don't know how the fuck was i saved in time .I also hate my brother i may sound cruel here but if my brother was burning in fire and i had water , i would probably drink that water and watch him burn to ash , i can't stand him everyday . I also have social anxie

 

[Razz]

If i fail in my exam , i would probably get a scolded from my tution teacher and my reputation will decrease greatly among my family.My father says he will be dead if i don't get good marks.I am pretty much done with my life and i have ordered <mod edit - method> in case of emergency to end my story.

 

[ByePolar]

Hey man. I'm sixteen years old. And I know what it' like to hate a sibiling. My brother gets whatever he wants, almost whenever he wants it. The tests that the school gices out, wether it be mid-terms or finals, they're not too hard. As long as you read the book and inderstand the basics you should be able to pass. That's how it's worked for me anyway. But enough with that. I would just like to extend a friendly greeting to you, and say that all of us here, on this site, feel the same way about ourselves. We have all either tried or plan on trying to kill our selves. Whenever you need someone to talk to, just message me.

 

[Rockclimbinggirl]

Welcome to the forum. I am sorry that people have been so mean to you.

What about talking to your parents, grades are not the end of the world.

 

[DadzTruk]

Razz – I’m sorry that you have had these events happen to you. As life goes on, we all have things in our life that are traumatic and have an impact on our thoughts and how we see others. Don’t let past experiences dictate your expectations of your future. Sometimes some of the toughest situations we face make it possible for us to help others because we know how they feel. No one likes to be mistreated and I’m sorry that has happened to you. Just don’t let those things make you bitter. When we do that, we still give the past power over our lives. Truly do your best in school and that’s all anyone can ask. I’m sure you will do great. Don’t dwell on the past and know that suicide is never the answer. I’ve had those same thoughts before, but I didn’t give in to them and I didn’t give up. I am so glad that I didn’t. I promise life can and will get better. Praying that you begin to see a future full of hope.