Hello to all that read this. I have thinking about suicide. I believe I have Social Anxiety Disorder, and general depression. I have felt this way my whole life, but the last 3 years have been unbearable. I constantly feel like you do the moment before you cry. I have heart palpations frequently. Its gotten to the point where its like something I feel I NEED to do, rather than something you think about then passes. I have a plan worked out, actually worked out in my dreams, down to the last detail. Also, it is very hard to admit this, but I have been hearing voices in my head, actually screaming. I think I'm going insane.