Well, I am a newby here. Just wanted to say hi. I will not be here long though because my date is set and i now have everything i need. Maybe , just maybe i can at least finds one friend or one person to chat a while with before it happens. I myself have attempted 3 times to take my life. The first 2 times went undetected but the third time i was found and went to the hospital. i had taken an overdose of <mod edit-gentlelday-methods> but i did not die. Each time it gets easier for me to do it and with all that has been happening in my life lately it is getting awfully close to the date and this time i will succeed in it. So why am i here??? To find a place to chat and maybe just feel a little like i am welcomed or heck maybe just looking to have a little bit of hope to continue on though i rarely doubt it will ever happen.