Hi, I'm Carfax (not the Carfax history report). I don't feel comfortable giving out my name just yet due to near-crippling paranoia, so you can call me Carfax or Jon. I'm a long-time Depression sufferer, and though I admit I feel "weak" being here to get some advice and uplifting discussion, I know that's only a judgment by society to look down on those with mental illnesses, so I say, whatever mate, I can't help the way I was born, just like you can't help your head resembling a block of cheese. (Kidding, I don't say that to them)... I'm almost 30, I'm ... unfortunately single, and my life is constant boredom, anxiety, tension and general s***, but I'm not dead yet and that's a cause for hope. Am I right? You bet! It's nice to meet you all.