Hello, I found this site while searching for others who share my problems, Maybe it is a final cry for help.....i dunno. Im 28 and have been suffering for about 8 years now, but plan on ending this in the next few days. I have no friends or family, and I would rather take my problems to the grave then talk about them to anyone. For the last few days I've felt the calmest I've ever felt knowing that I will leave this place and end the constant pain, the self-destructive nature and the suffering within my head. I have had no physical contact with people for the past 8 years and I suppose i just felt I wanted to cry out to someone, somewhere... make of this as you wish.