And so here I find myself, perhaps the last resort. But while I'm here I might as well say hi to all. Always willing to listen to those who might want to talk. As for me, well I'm just dipping my toe in the water. Whether I sink or swim is a 50/50 coin toss right now. I am in the darkest of my darks. I come here to be with those who understand. Nice to meet you all.