Here I am. I would like to start out saying that no, my name is not Faith. I am simply going by Mistaken Faith because it suits me. Many times I have tried to put faith in myself and others, thinking it to be right this time, and have been mistaken about either the timing or person. I am only 14, but many things have happened to me that make me more mature than I should be. I looked on the suicide helpline and am experiencing almost 100% of the signs they have posted up. I realize I need help, but I can't talk to people in Real Life because I am simply afraid of doing so. Call me Faith, for short if you wish. That's all, I suppose.