Hi Everyone I've been clinically depressed for some time now. My ex-fiance and I broke off our relationship a little over a month ago. I have been going to therapy for a few weeks because of this. I've always had suicidal tendencies, but this has been the first time I have said them outloud. I am 27 years old, female, working engineer, and at my end. My ex and I still communicate with each other, to see if we can get back on track. But the suicidal thoughts keep coming, almost everyday now. I am lucky if I get to sleep through the night. I am lucky if I can function at work. I am lucky if I get to leave my apartment. I hope to learn from everyone's experience here at the forum. Thank you.