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Suicidal-Element

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Im new the these forums an is first time ive been on somthing like this but i need to unload some this shit of my mind for last 6 years ive had suicidal tendancies, an 1 failed attempt, im 18 an truely screwed up in the head
i live in the nortwest of england at the mo but used to live in the east id rather not give away to much information,

but basically i just carnt see the point of anything im not a emo just im tired of this shit before my life has evan started, i had a fuked up child hood an never had any stabilty on to many dickheads around me causing me mental problems,
since then ive gone on to drugs an beer only thing which keeps me straight but makes it worse in the long run i have bad paranoia an dont like eating.

i dunno whats wrong with me but life just sucks
 
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Patch

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hey, welcome. I joined last night, wrote some shit that I've never let outside my head, and feel calmer. I hope this site helps you, even if its just a little. I'm Megan, by the way.
 
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Suicidal-Element

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Hi megan,

i just read thre some of your post the random thoughts one touched me,
i dunno why but as i was reading it the words came threw my head as i was listening to a depressing song, i dunno why im just wierd that way i do the same thing as im typing to try an make sense of this shit but i dunno,

i carnt find reason to justify my actions or mind, i see people who seem to have it worse than me but yet i carnt help but bring shit back into my mind,
making my self the center of my own attention. i guess its just one fucked up life.

hope to talk to you some more maybe we can help each other out.
 
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Patch

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I'm so glad you got something from my post. I would very much like to hear from you, and hopefully we can help each other...:)

do you find that writting makes you feel at least a tiny bit better/relieved? Its making me feel calm, but I feel kind of wierd, its getting really easy to just say everything you want to say in posts, and I'm worried that saying it will make it less..genuine or something. I don't know. How are you finding it?
 
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Suicidal-Element

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tbh im not sure im at a low anyways at the moment an reading these posts tbh make me feel more envolved but yet makes me feel more fuked up as some people in hear having real problems
 
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gentlelady

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:welcome: to the forum. Sharing your thoughts and feelings with people who have been or are where you are can help you realize you are not alone. We do our best to support each other here and help one another through the rough spots, i hope this hold true for you as well. :hug:
 
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