I posted in here before but I forgot my name and password and email address:sad: I like this forum because I struggle daily to find reasons to live. It is something I cannot discuss with anyone because it is taboo or upsetting for them. I feel very bad at the moment because I just cannot make myself feel better and alone tonight and it is very hard to think about tomorrow when I know that I do not want to be here. There are people that I love and have been really supportive towards me so I feel worse because it must seem ungrateful. I hate feeling this way I hate being a nuisance and feeling worthless but I do, so I came here for a while.