Discussion in 'Welcome' started by jlc20m, Apr 15, 2008.

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  1. jlc20m

    jlc20m Well-Known Member


    I'm not sure what to say. I have a hard time talking about what bothers me because I think I'm complaining all the time. I'm not sure where to begin, there is so much. I'm grateful I found this site and the people that are part of it. I feel less alone because of knowing other people are struggling with intense feelings like I am. I have severe complex ptsd because of bad experiences when I was a kid. I'm dealing with bad flashbacks and panic on a daily basis. I'm on meds for the ptsd, but it helps only so much. I try so hard to remain hopeful and positive. My T says to borrow his hope if I can't find my own. But, there are times I get very tired of living like this and just want my pain to end. I've come close to ending my life, but hang on because I don't want to hurt the people I love. I'm feeling really bad right now, but working very hard at just tolerating the feelings and not let them control me. I hope this all make sense. I joined this forum last month, I think, but only got the courage to post today. I hope I don't sound like whining. Thank you for reading. jlc20m
  2. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    you´ll ee how people suffers like you and gets betteror try to help eachother...we are a caring family, never hesitate inn pm me if u need help=)
  3. Lead Savior

    Lead Savior Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forum
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    welcome to the forum :welcome:
  5. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    I know I'm a new member but Welcome to the Forums!!!
  6. Corieh Infected

    Corieh Infected Well-Known Member

    You don't sound like you're whining..

    Welcome to the forum. <3
  7. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF
  8. Dying_Dreams

    Dying_Dreams Well-Known Member

  9. nagisa

    nagisa Staff Alumni

    Welcome!! :hug:
  10. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF. :hug:
  11. jlc20m

    jlc20m Well-Known Member

    Thank you everyone, for welcoming to this forum. I appreciate all your posts. I look forward to being part of the community.

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