Discussion in 'Welcome' started by dixie27, Sep 9, 2008.

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  1. dixie27

    dixie27 Member

    Just saying hello. I've had this place bookmarked for a long time and feel as though I need to participate. I've wanted to die for over six years now. I've been hospitalized; I am a cutter. I am sick to the point of disability, can't work, can barely get dressed, the pain and fatigue have taken me down. Although I fantasize every day about suicide, I have a family that I cannot seem to let down, so I grudgingly live day to day, praying for God to take me. I want to die so badly I can't even look at the future. My family would be better off without me, but try telling them that. They don't realize that it is selfish of them not to say, "Look, you've felt this way for six years...you must be in total misery. Go with God."

    Sorry for the whining, but I can't burden friends and family any more, and I have to vent. Thanks for reading.
  2. BioHomocide

    BioHomocide Well-Known Member

    Yay 1st one to say Hi! Welcome to SF. :hug:
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Welcome to the forum Dixie :welcome:
  4. Dubstepper

    Dubstepper Staff Alumni

    welcome dixie.


    im mikel, just in case you ever want to pm me, you can...im a great listener..ask anyone here
  5. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF. Feel free to share with us here. :hug:
  6. liveinhope

    liveinhope Well-Known Member

    hello a warm welcome to the forum
  7. Melancholy

    Melancholy Well-Known Member

    Hey there :smile:

    Welcome to SF, I hope that venting helps you to overcome your suicidal thoughts.

    PM me if you want a listening ear,
  8. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I am sorry you have been suffering for so long.
    Hopefully you will hear something hear that will make you change your mind, maybe see things in another light, or at the very least let you know that you're not alone.
  9. Starlite

    Starlite Senior Member

    Welcome to SF!
  10. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Welcome to sf.
    Hope you get what you want out of the forums.
    Take care. :hug:
  11. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    PM me if you need anything,

    And I hope you find comfort and answers in SF<3
  12. sakuragirl

    sakuragirl Well-Known Member

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