i'm 19 and i really don't know whats wrong with me. i never seem to fit in anywhere, which gets lonely. on top of that very bad things just seem to happen everywhere i go, every time i try to fix it i end up making things worse. my fiance went from loving me to hating me in two weeks. all i know is that its my fault. i thought things would be better for everyone if i wasn't in the picture so i secretly tried to kill myself but i failed. after that i went on the internet and found this site. i don't know what i'll get from this but hopefully it will help.