Okay. I'm 15 and I have severe Attention Deficit Disorder. I also suffer from severe depression. About a year and two months ago,while my family was in the process of moving into a new home, my father passed away and I had to leave everything behind and move to another state. It's definitely more violent here and my social worker told me that it's "hardened" me, but I think she's bullshitting half the time any way. Since he passed away, my grades have suffered drastically and have caused me to question what I want to do as a career. In March of last year, I attempted suicide and couldn't bring myself to go through with it all the way. My mother found out and since then I have every kind of psychoanalyst known to man tracing my every move. About a month ago, I had a nervous breakdown and created strict guidelines that I convinced myself to follow or suffer the consequences. I also burned the word "FOCUS" into my ankle, although I can't remember doing so and I think self-mutilation isn't the way to go in the first place. So now I have a million other problems going on in addition to more psychologists and all that. More medications. More fighting. And once again, I can't help but contemplate putting myself out of my misery again. So here I am.