Hi, I posted the other day when I was nearly suicidal however now that I'm feeling slightly better I suppose I should introduce myself properly. I don't really know what to say other then that I've been suffering from depression intermittently since I was around 13. I'm not very good at admitting I have problems and usually prefer to isolate myself and internalize everything. However since that apparently hasn't helped me I'm trying something different and talking to other people about how I feel. So far I've only managed it over the internet but maybe soon I'll have enough courage to get help in the real world and break free from the cycle of self loathing. Looking foward to talking to you all.