Hello everyone. I have never done this before, but I am feeling so alone, everyone has turned on me, no friends, my family lives far away, and my husband is divorcing me. I have severe social anxiety, and it keeps me from many things. I am unable to find a job, and I feel as if I am losing everything around me, and all is lost. I don't know what to do, and have no one to turn to. I have attepted suicide many times since I was 13, I have suffered from major depression since the age of 8.I am a true and loyal friend, and I love to help others. The only problem is that I am unable to help myself.