Well I stumbled across your forum when I was searching suicide stuff on Google. I am a 42yr old male from Illinois. I have made some half hearted attempts and one serious attempt back in November. My wife left me after 20 years of marriage and is filing for divorce. My car is a piece of crap, my credit is shot, and now she is taking so much money from me for child support that I can hardly live. I am accessing the internet thru work. They ar ok with it. That is the readers digest version of life so far for me. Am thinking about getting a helium tank and trying again in Janurary.