This seems to be going to be strange for me... oh, well. A'm a 20 year-old, and I'm going to the psichiatrist and having medicines because I have: -Depression (5 years already). -Problems with sleep and food. -A very strong Borderline Personality Disorder. -Anxiety that can cause dissociative moments. -Sort of Obsesive-Compulsive disorder. -Sort of neurosis. As a result, I have a lot of auto-lesive actions and, what is worse, have already tried to commit suicide 7 veces (my mother keeps in hidden everything I could use). In this forum I'll be going as Adhara, because I don't want anyone to know I'm like that. When I have to be with something, I usually take a lot of pills, so I seem normal but, afterwards... then, I' crying and so.