I've never searched for help or guides like this before. I'm just at that point in my life where all the roads are dead ends and nothing is working for me. I've been through the therapy and I've been on the medications. My mom's a crisis worker so I know the drill. It's just not working, NOTHING is in my favor anymore. I don't know where else to turn. I don't want to give you some pathetic sob story about all the reasons my life "sucks". I just want to be able to say how I'm feeling and how desperate my situation is to someone who isn't going to judge me or tell me to suck it up. I've never been this close before. I've written my note and I know exactly how I'm going to do it. I don't know what I'm asking for, whether it's understanding or support or who knows what. I'm just scared.