Hello. Ive just joined after reading around the Forum a little. I think its because I feel the need to have someone listen to me vent about my stuff and who better than random strangers on the net who can really understand? I dont want to go on too much just yet but a bit about me.. Im 23 years old, Ive been suicidal for a long time now, when I was 13 I tried killing myself by eating a bunch of these green poision pellet things for gardening. Its kinda funny when I think about it now though. Anyway, im sad, real sad. I hope I can find some kind of peace here in this little forum and some friendships. And maybe save my own life.